HOPE and Theresa

Early in 2010, I remember my friend Mia telling me about a new cow that came to live at for the Animals sanctuary. Her name was Hope and she was different from the other bovines that came to the sanctuary because she was 3 years-old when she arrived. So unlike the others, she spent years on a dairy farm getting brutalized by the farmers that were trying to repeatedly impregnate her. You see on a dairy farm humans manually impregnate the cows in pens that the dairy industry itself coined the "rape rack". Hope was afraid of humans and rightfully so. Once the sanctuary was able to save her, it took a lot of patience and love to try to earn her trust. Hope was extremely sensitive to anyone touching her hind area, even someone brushing up against her would send her running away. Getting her in an enclosed area to give her medication or vaccines was, and still is, impossible. Too many bad memories... Too much fear. Imagine being so afraid of being tormented that you would jump over a 6' fence from a standing position just to get away from it... then imagine that you weigh 2000 pounds. I can only imagine what she endured and how horrible it made her feel for her to be able to do just that. Hope jumped over a 6' fence from a standing position to get away. 

Now I didn't visit the sanctuary until March of 2010, and Hope was there for about 3 months then. Although she was slowly coming around to Debbie and Steve, the sanctuary's founders, she was still very much afraid of visitors. On my visit, Debbie and I walked out onto the pasture to where the animals were so I could see Hope and Amy, the newest rescued calf from the same dairy farm Hope came from. Hope was lying down on the grass when we got there. Debbie told me that she was likely to run when I approach her so I shouldn't be surprised. After being in the pasture for a little while I decided to try to say hello to Hope, and if she wanted to get away that would be fine. I walked towards her slowly and then when I was a little closer got on my knees to approach her from a less domineering position. To my and Debbie's surprise I was able to come all the way toward her and even brush my hand against her beautiful face. The feeling that this girl, filled with fear, trusted me enough to let me close enough to touch her almost made me cry. After experiencing only bad from humans, Hope was trying to forgive and let these new people into her life. She is stronger than anyone I know. I can not name a single living being that has been through what she has and was still willing to give someone else another chance. 

I know I have been hurt many times in the past, not in the same brutal ways Hope has of course. And even I have a hard time letting people in. If I had to endure only torture and pain for years, for my entire life, I don't believe I would have her strength. She is my inspiration. If she can be strong enough to forgive and try to trust again, well, maybe I can too. So many people think they can only learn from each other. I have learned more from animals than anyone would ever imagine. I wish people would realize how their "personal decisions" to consume meat and dairy products affect innocent lives... Hope is one of billions. She is still working on trusting us all, and getting better every day. Billions of others did not and will not have the same opportunity to heal. 

for the animals,

Theresa

p.s. And by the way... Hope came from a "family" dairy farm, not those giant factory farms that most people think are the bad places. There is no way a living being can be used as a product and treated "humanely". All of our decisions have flesh and blood consequences. 

 Copyright for the Animals sanctuary, this letter originally appeared in July 2010 ftAs newletter

Keep Hope in your heart

[Photo credit: Debbie Kowalski of for the Aimals sanctuary]

After years of being forced to bear calves and having them torn from her so the farmers could sell her milk, Hope was no longer able to get pregnant and produce enough milk. Normally she and all the other cows who can no longer easily get pregnant or produce large quantities of milk are sent to slaughter, because the farmers cannot economically justify feeding them.

Just this year alone hundreds of thousands of America's dairy cows are being ground into hamburgers because milk prices have dropped so low that farmers can no longer afford to feed any animals that are not producing the largest amounts of milk. The pressure to provide cheap milk also means that these cows are forced to take hormones, antibiotics, and not given adequate vet care, which takes a toll on their bodies in addition to the stress of multiple pregnancies.

However instead of ending up at a slaughterhouse, Hope was spared when a rescue stepped in to help save her.

They brought the frightened cow to for the Animals sanctuary, where she quickly fit in with another new arrival, Amy, a young calf discarded by the dairy industry as a milk by-product and destined for slaughter. The two became close friends, and the motherless-calf and the mother who had lost her many babies quickly became a second-chance family.

Sadly, sweet Hope has dislocated her hip. Honoring Hope and sending much love and positivity to a little patch of heaven in Blairstown.